I recently had a miscarriage as I call it. Some people would consider it as an abortion though. I am 33 and was pregnant for the first time in 14 years which might I say the first resulted in a m/c and elated about my pregnancy. I started on my prenatal vitamins and called a doctor immediately but it didn't help. My baby was 7 weeks before they found out the he was on my ovary. They made me come in for the methotrexate shot the next morning. I had to leave and go to the pharmacy to buy the shot myself and now I feel so empty. His dad tells me this is going to be alright but I disagree it is definately not going to be alright. How do I move on now?
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