How do i deal with this world every day some one else is pregnant or having a baby. yes i am happy for them so so happy! Yet on the other hand my heart sinks and my sprite dies because i know i may never have another baby in my arms. my last chance died with my daughter who i wanted and loved so much. people get mad about what others say.! why cant you let your feelings out this is what this group is for yes people do become pregnant again and some are my friends but that is what the pregnancy group is for! if you want to hear people talking happy about babys go there. yes we are all happy for the people who are pregnant again but do not expect us to keep are feelings to our selfs to spare others this group is to help each other in this horrible time not to judge each other. no one said they wanted to hurt babys or call pregnant women mean names they just stated the fact that it is hard to deal with pregnant women being all around you when you just lost a baby! i want my daughter back every time i see a brand new little girl i want to cry i want to just run away and cry. i can hardly breath not because i hate that baby but because thats who im suppose to be im suppose to be a mommy with a brand new girl im suppose to hold my baby girl close. please do not get me wrong i am very happy for all the mothers in here that are blessed to be pregnant again. But please understand that some of us are not and may never be! its hard to deal with.
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