On the 19th July 2011 i had my 1st miscarriage. I was 6 weeks pregnant then, it is the worst pain ive ever been through in my life and it aint getting better! My heart is broken and there isnt a day that goes by that i dont cry and ask questions! People asks me why im so sad coz 2 them at 6weeks it aint a baby yet...but 2 me it was. I loved that baby from the 1st day i knew i was pregnant and i wud have given my life 2 save him/hers! It breaks my heart and makes me so sad when people dont understand....some of them also had a miscarriage but 2 them its no big deal coz "its n baby under 3months" as they say! I think its so horrible coz where there is a heartbeat theres a life!! 4 hours before i had the miscarriage i heard my babys heartbeat 4 the 1st time and since then im devastated, i cant sleep at night and me and my partner relationship are drifting apart coz i just wanna be alone....i wish i cud change the way i feel but i cant...it hurts so much!!!
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