I found out a week and a half ago that our baby had died and I would be misscarrying soon. I started bleeding the next day, and passed tissue a few days later. I stopped bleeding a few days ago. And physically I feel ok, meaning nothing really hurts. But I just feel like crap. I told myself this morning I would get back on the tread mill. I put on my gear and just stared at it. I know exercising will make me feel better in the long run, but part of me wants to mourn a little longer. It doesn't help that im coming up on the year birthday/death day of my little Hope who was born still (may 21). Am I just being lazy? should I make myself pull out of it?Or should I just give myself til May 22 and then try to pull out of it ?
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