I just had a miscarriage the beginning of December. It has been so hard. I try to act brave, like I'm ok and understand that things happen for a reason, but I am having a really hard time. I am going through a lot of mixed emotions. Do I ever want to try again after everything I have been through? Do I want to just enjoy being young and selfish? I just dont know what to do anymore. I know it has been hard for my husband too. I have days where I am really good and then I am really down. To make things harder a lot of our friends are having babies and are pregnant. My mom says try again. Like it is no big deal. She had normal pregnancies and doesnt know what I am going through. I dont know if I want to. Being told everything is ok and then obviously it wasnt. The doctor told me he thought I miscarried on my own and told me that I could go back to normal. A week later I had a ton of bleeding and ended up having a d&c. It has been so frustrating. I still think deep down I want to have kids but am afraid. Any advice?
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