I just found out I'd miscarried on the 7th at my prenatal appt where I was told there was no longer a heartbeat. I immediately went into denial, by the evenings end I was experiencing the most horrific painfull experience in my life with the medical induced miscarriage. Since then I feel as though I'm a walking zombi. I'm either, numb - angry - or sobing. My friends don't even know how to support me. I'm devastated and at my age and after so many years of trying and finally being given the gift. How do I let go of the resentment at having it and then loosing it? How do I get to tomorrow?....and be the person I was before?
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