I have four kids and we were very surprised when we found out the fifth was on the way because I was on the pill. After the initial shock I was very excited and told everyone expecting to have a normal pregnancy as with the other kids. Unfortunately I lost the baby 11 days ago. I am a stay at home mom but I am very active in my children's school and I have been avoiding being there because I don't know how to face evryone. I feel like a complete failure right now and I don't know what to say when asked about the pregnancy. When I go in the grocery store I pray I don't run into someone I know. I'm not sure why I feel so much shame but it is defenitely there. How do I overcome this?
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