it will be a week tomorrow when i completely lost my baby. i had an ultrasound done about 2 months ago. i never heard a heartbeat, i never saw any glimse of the baby. when i saw tissue pass through the toliet i didn't feel anything, which was about 2 months ago. when i had my d&c last week i cried uncontrollably. i felt like i experienced the m/c twice. the pastor that came in wanted me to name my baby. i don't know if it was a boy or girl, and i don't want to name it. i feel like if i name it, it will hurt even worse. i don't ever want to forget it, but i want to move on. i know its only been a week but for me, my baby died 2 months ago. im not sure on how to deal with the fact that i killed a baby. i just want to move on. please help any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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