I recently just had my third miscarriage. It was a missed misscariage and it resulted in a d&c. All three miscarriages have been in the last year and a half. None of which progressed past six weeks. I have had a bunch of tests done and all came back normal. The one that is the hardest comes back in two weeks. Its the chromasone test that my doctor says basically says whether my wiring isnt right. He also said that if it isnt right that there isnt anything that can be done. It is so painful because I have wanted children for years. My husband and I have been married for ten years and never got pregnant. We have been seperated off and on for two and the three pregnancies were with another man. To top it off my sister is pregnsant with her second and now that I miscarried she barely calls. The hardest part is seeing everyone aroung me either pregnant or with children and telling me it will be okay. I keep saying that its not okay.
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