I think I may be pregnant again. I haven't even had 1 period since I lost my angel Brayden.(To those who don't know I went in for a regular appointment march 14 and he had no heartbeat. I delivered him march 17.) I'm not ready for this both physically and mentally. And if I am pregnant I know this baby has no chance of survival. I just couldn't Handel another miscarriage! It would destroy whats left of me, I just know it. The only way I pulled myself from depression before was w/ love from my husband and all you ladies here. This time I don't think I could pull myself through it. What should I do? I just don't know. I'm going to get a pg test Thursday when I get paid, but till then I'm just worrying myself to death over this.
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