This is an attempt for me to get some clarity and advice, it has been two months, I was four months when I lost my baby, I would have found out what it was last week. .... I dont know if I am supposed to blame her but I do, the guy who I was having the baby with his other "girlfriend" called me and cause an anxiety attack I lost the baby the next day, I know it is not her fault and I know God has a plan, but I am so upset, the next day after I lost the baby she was saying how bad she wants to have his kids and all this, I no longer am with the guy and we barely talk. When I see the woman's picture or hear her name or someone says something about her to me, I break down. I miss my unborn child it was part of me and part of my son, who has had a hard time understanding why he isnt having a brother or sister anymore. My bestfriend from highschool is having a baby her due date (was) a week after mine, she just found out she is having a girl, I am trying so hard to be happy for her but it kills me when she wants to send me pictures and things, I dont understand how people think you are just supposed to get over it, but I am still so sad, emotional and depressed, I dont care about the guy, I have raised my little boy all by myself for 6 years, I dont understand how that girl can be so heartless and not care what she did.... IDK. ... Thank you for reading and responding.
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