So, I have been a member of this group since a little over a year ago when we had our first miscarriage. We have a very hard time getting pregnant and now, as we learned today, a very hard time staying pregnant. Last night, I began having some brown spotting. I called the doctor and he said to come in for an ultrasound today. We had seen the heartbeat during two previous ultrasounds (at 5 1/2 and 6 1/2 weeks). Today I was 9 1/2 weeks. No heartbeat. My tears are coming constantly. I am almost 40 and we really hoped this one would be our little miracle. We have no living children. My heart is breaking. We are hoping I miscarry naturally in the next few days. If I do not, I will need drugs and/or surgery. I am constantly crying. We are pretty much back to square one when we were hoping for a successful pregnancy this time. :( So, I am new here again. I cannot say I wanted to be here again. But, I know I am surrounded by women who understand and get it. I read a comment today that said, "when you lose a pregnancy, you are losing a child you love sight unseen." These words are so true. We lost our child today.
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