I just found out yesterday that I will be going through my third miscarriage. I just don't understand. I thought this one was it. After the last one my doctor did lots of blood work, etc. and the next time I became pregnant I was to take one baby aspirin and 400mg of prometrium at night and lots of folic acid 4mg. I thought this would be the magic formula for a full term pregnancy. But it quickly ended in another devastating blow. This time around I was only 5 weeks and 4 days but still it hurts. You get so excited even though you have been burnt before you just cant help but become joyful and my horrible job becomes more tolerable and everything seems to become brighter. Then the news hit that I am going to miscarry again and it is like a horrible nightmare. My First one was in Feb. 2008 and again I was around five weeks, my second one was in July of 2008 where I was around 11 weeks, we had heard the heartbeat and everything. Went back in because I was spotting and they did an ultrasound and got the shock of our lives that the baby was gone. And now number three it is just so hard and unfair I do not understand, I dont know how to get through another one. I know I should be positive at least I wasnt further along but it still hurts so badly.
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