Well I had a crying moment today.. I feel guilty about having a life and planning for my next child when my first one can't be here.. It upset me so I cried.. My boyfriend tried to comfort me.. Ha.. He said,"At least when you miscarried it didn't have a heart beat yet and your body had almost absorbed all of it." Sure, that makes me a little more easy that like some people, I didn't have to hold it in my hands.. It's just.. He said I have mourned enough and it was time to move on. I want to move on. I really do.. I just don't know how and I'm trying to force myself but it's making me feel worse.. He said I should get involved in something.. I'm not interested. Why would I make myself go to some activity when I dislike it and don't want to be there? I don't know. I know he means well but he's no help at all.
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