I had to terminate my pregnancy in May. I was having twins and they implanted on my cesarean scar tissue. This is the first time it has happened to anyone with multiples. The experience has been heart wrenching and very hard to deal with. I am still having a hard time and I see a doctor to help me cope with is on the 16 of September. It is hard to think that I would be four months going on five right now if things had turned out differently. They were so healthy and it was so hard to let them go. I did get a picture of them, so I know they were there. They had such wonderful heartbeats and you could tell that one baby was a little piggy when it came to sharing food in there. My Christmas babies are going forever.
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