New here, it's been 1 week since we lost the twins. Still waiting on the pathology reports to find out why they passed away and if they were identical boys or girls. I need this info inorder to heal. I need closure, I need to know what we were gonna have so I can name them. I can't keep calling them the twins, they deserve real names. I feel like we keep getting cheated. Everytime we get pregnant, 10-11 weeks later we lose them. It's not fair! I feel so helpless lately. Certain family members keep telling me to forget it ever happened, forget they existed. How can someone say that? They are my babies, I can't just forget them. I fought so hard for them. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I just want to scream.
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