I am having such a hard day today. I know it may be weird but today is my brother in laws 2nd birthday. I am happy but at the same time it makes me really depressed. My mother-in-law and I were pregnant around the same time a few years ago. She went on to have my brother (which I am very happy about) but I lost mine. Next month will be the 2 year anniversary of the due date. I just keep thinking that I should have an almost 2 year old running around with him. As well as in exactly a month will be my sons original due date (had him early and he passed away last year) My husband is the oldest of 7 children. I am so happy that my in-laws have been able to have so many kids. But sometimes it does hurt to be around all of them, especially the little one. It hurts because I should have two little babies running around. Just venting.
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