So, as I've ventured out into this big wide world on my own - with my God, but otherwise alone, I've come to realize a few things. It's time to move on, let go of the pain, and get out there in this big world and live a life without holding on to the past. It's time to take life by the hand and let go of fear. I haven't been on DS long, but I have met some great people, formed frienships I otherwise wouldn't have, and learned I am not alone with the feelings of sadness, sorrow, pain, depression, anxiety caused by divorce, an unhealthy relationship, miscarriage, infertility and all those other things that happened thus far in my life. However, as I sit on here, I keep myself inside these four walls, away from the world out there that's waiting for me. As I try to find my place in this world, I will be thinking and praying for you all! If you would like to IM or e-mail you can send me a message and I'll give you that info. So, it's with a bitter sweet sentiment that I say goodbye and God bless to you all. Thanks for everything and I wish you all the very best that life has to give!! Never give up, never underestimate that God has a plan for you, and it's up to you to listen to him and eventually you'll find your way.
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