Ok, it's been 4wks since my m/c and I still haven't recieved any of the results back from the testing that they are doing on the baby. All I keep thinking about is that stupid ultrasound tech that hit my stomach. With each passing day I'm starting to freak out becuase I think she caused my m/c. I can't let it go. I had a few doctors telling me that at 13wks it's not possible to do any damage to the baby, but then I just went to the doctor for my check up and I asked her and she said that it IS possible that she could have caused it. I really don't know what to believe anymore. I just keep thinking that I could of had a healthy baby and she took thay away from me. My BF keeps telling me to stop beating myself over something that I have no control over. I simply can't get it out of my head. It looked like the tech actaully hit the baby in the head a few times. I'm crying over this everyday. I need some advice, opinions or something. Please help me. I really want some honest answers if it is possible that at that stage if she could have caused my baby like brain damage or something that caused me to lose my baby.
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