As most of you know, I\'ve had three miscarriages and lost one baby with a severe heart defect. The miscarriages and my baby\'s heart problem seem to have no known cause, but don\'t you think its just a little too coincidental that its happened to me like that? Did I miscarry other kids who would have had severe problems, like Maddie, had they survived? I have often wondered if, for the greater good (that of my children), I should just stop having kids. Has anyone else ever felt like they were perhaps doing any future children a possible dis-service by bringing them into this world if they are going to be miscarried or risk being born with terrible problems? I would like to think that having another baby is an option, but then again sometimes I feel like all I manage to do is kill babies somehow.
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