So I went this morning for another blood draw to check hormone levels. While I was in the room waiting for the doc I was able to hear the monitor in the room next to me. It was the beautiful sound of a baby's heartbeat. I was alone at this appointment and it was hard. It is hard to see all of the pregnant women and new babies in the waiting room. I went to dinner with friends tonight and heard about a mutual friend who is pregnant and I calculated that we conceived about the same time. It's hard to be distracted when it seems that everyone is pregnant everywhere I go.
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