I had my first loss when i was 15 i am now 17 i lost my baby Oryan December 25, 2008. Every time i see a child i want to cry. I cant stand being around some one pregnant. I want every one to feel what i have felt. Some days i just cant stand being any were near people becuase some thing has reminded me of the loss. I hate every teenager who gets pregnant and gets to keep there child. I wanted my baby even though he was never planned i cant stand him not being by my side. I want to know what he would be like or what he would look like. I hate god for taking him from me weather is was a good reason or not. I know im not the best perosn alive or the smartest but I woulld of done anything form my child.
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