cannot believe how bad i feel..miscarried 4 da 3rd time 2 weeks ago,thought i was doing ok...have been dealing with it better than the other 2 coz it happened so quick,havnt rely cried in front of ne1 except my boyf once.got to the point were i think nobody rely cares anyway so wots the point.i just say im fine about it.do not feel close to any1 anymore,my boyf dont even wana talk bout it,he just says see wot the results r.im dreadin the tests..dreadin the results..cant imagine my life without children but cannot imagine losin another baby.i feel useless..cannot give my boyf a baby..feel like leaving him sometimes..he cant handle it wen im down,he doesnt understand why i am so upset n this frustrates me.cant rely sleep..cannot motivate myself 2 do anything..dont no wot to do,feel that my life cannot carry on like this..n i no its sopposed to get better with time but i have never felt the same since my first miscarriage last july..dont think i ever will...thanks 4 readin..sory needed 2 vent n i no people r worse of than me n i am truly very sorry for them but somehow that doesnt make me feel beter...just sad for them xx dont no wot to do to feel better..x
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