I was 41 when I found out I was pregnant. I was not happy about it. I have four children and my daughter was graduating from High School. I was upset and my husband wouldn't even talk to me. I was so upset I could hardly eat or sleep. I made an appointment with my OB and when I went to my first appointment they could not detect a heart beat. I feel so guilty like I was responsible for by baby's death. Even though I was unhappy I never would done anything to hurt my child. How do I get over these feeling of guilt and sadness? Can God forgive me?
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