Am I the only one who feels cursed? All my life I've been a healthy, athletic person with a great personality. My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for two and a half years now. The first year we had four miscarriages. Doctors ignored my body's habitual behavior. Finally another year goes by and no conception. The doctor prescribes clomid and 5 weeks into the pregnancy we find it to be ectopic. They put me under chemotherapy to stop the baby from growing and it didn't work. Six weeks later, one day I was literally paralyzed with pain rused to the hospital to undergo surgery, they had to remove my tube because the baby had grown. Forgive my pity-party, but I need to rant. I haven't been able to cry for months and I don't know if it will ever hit me. I feel weak and I'm afraid to so my husband how weak and unlucky I feel.
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