I keep reading a lot of posts and people say things like to pray on it and look to God. I do not mean to offend anyone but how can you continue to have faith after something so horrible has happened to you. In the past five years my step father died of lung cancer he was 43, my uncle, also in his forties, died in a motorcycle accident. My other uncles girlfriend died, she was in her late thirties. My mom got colon cancer, she was 50 at the time( she is 5 years cancer free ) my father died, he was 59. I had a miscarriage Feb 2007. Our dog died August 2007 and then our son, Gavin, was born still at 23 weeks. So I have lost my faith. I wish I had faith for comfort but how can I believe in anything after all these horrible things have happened? I keep trying to figure out what I have done to deserve so much heartache. I just can not figure it out. Please do not take offense that is not my intention I just feel lost.
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