I honestly thought I had gotten over this. I miscarried in April. Now that my expected due date approaches I am thinking of her/him. It almost feels surreal, one day I was pregnant and the next I wasn't. There was 3 pregnant women and one with a new baby at a function I was at. I feel cheated, I feel broken, I feel angry. It's not even that life was a perfect world before this happened, but it hurts like hell right now. I would have had her/him for christmas...what happened? what did I do wrong? will life ever be the way I want? Part of me feels resigned. We're not even trying to conceive now, I just can't bring myself too...everything seems pointless.
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