Miscarriage Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have experienced the traumatizing event of a miscarriage or a stillbirth. Miscarriage remains one of the most common complication of pregnancy, but that doesn't make it easy to deal with. Join the group and find support in the company of others who know what you're going through.
You have to remember where you have been so you know where you are when you get there.
I was just thinking while I started to make a god's eye. it has been years since I made one. And for a moment I was in the past. I was reliving a time that I now understand how lost I was at that point. It was fun and rebellious. I wouldn't trade this journey for nothing else. I now understand that "being lost" taught me how to handle a shattering loss.
I have lost many before. But they were not mine to loose. I have cried many tears for those who have left me. But not the same tears I cry now. These tears are for the one that was mine. The one that made me feel more alive than I have ever lived. I know that i have the one with me always. Smiling, happy, and in a protected place never to suffer. Waiting.
I now know what life is. I now know what love is.
In my 33 years, I have never lived or loved before now.
I was just thinking while I started to make a god's eye. it has been years since I made one. And for a moment I was in the past. I was reliving a time that I now understand how lost I was at that point. It was fun and rebellious. I wouldn't trade this journey for nothing else. I now understand that "being lost" taught me how to handle a shattering loss.
I have lost many before. But they were not mine to loose. I have cried many tears for those who have left me. But not the same tears I cry now. These tears are for the one that was mine. The one that made me feel more alive than I have ever lived. I know that i have the one with me always. Smiling, happy, and in a protected place never to suffer. Waiting.
I now know what life is. I now know what love is.
In my 33 years, I have never lived or loved before now.
deleted_user
It seems like your baby has left you with a hidden gift. I also feel like I have learned and grown so much since I lost my baby, as it sounds like you have too.
deleted_user
through all my misscarrys I have learnt and not only that I have more to look forward to when I physically leave this world so my world now and the next is filled with love and it is nice to feel it wherever it may be
Join the Conversation
-
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
-
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
