how long do the emotional ups and downs last after mc? i do real good then i lose it. its usually after i see cute baby clothes i would have wanted for my baby. my boyfriends going to kill me if this dont end soon. back to sleeping to much again. its usually something his kid does hes down for the summer and im afraid if i get on to him it would be my fault if he wanted to go home so instead of yelling at him i start crying. but somedays he can be bad and it dont bother me it tends to be a trend if i go to store and see cute baby things then what bf kid does sets me off.
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