I have never used this before. Im not sure why i am other than i am alone and feel the need to let some of these thoughts escape me. I miscarried in September at 8 weeks along. The pregnancy was unplanned and im pretty sure i was the only person in this world that wanted me to have it. I started bleeding at six weeks and the doctors assured me everything was fine. I even got to hear the heartbeat five days before i miscarried. I had no pain, i just woke up and the baby was gone. The father of the baby is no longer in my life and i live alone. I feel so alone. I dont know how to feel this. I miss something that i never touched or saw. There is no face to commit to memory or voice or cry to hold on to. Someone once told me when i got pregnant that having a child is the scariest thing because it means you have to accept that your heart no longer beats within you but walks around outside of your body. What do you do when your heart dies?
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