So my due date is coming up on the 10th of August and I was supposed to be taking vacation but they are being morons and won't let me take it so now I will be stuck here at work, I am still taking the 11th off, I think I will need it. All my anger is kicking in again and I am so emotional, I am frustrated with not being able to get pregnant, I took last month off due to me and my hubby having issues but he may be leaving for training soon and that will be six months lost, I feel like I am running out of time and everyone around me is pregnant and plus I have some clotting disorder that I can't get anyone to answer me about. They want me to go into the dr but I just can't all I want is for them to tell me what the hell I need to do while I am trying to get pregnant. It all seems so frustrating and complicated. Sorry for the vent but I am starting to feel emotionally spent I swear I have nightmares of BFN's LOL
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