It is funny. I have been giving advice and trying to help others who due dates are approaching and thinking mine would be fine. I am fine sometimes and other times I can fall apart. My due date is this Sunday April the 15th, it is also my mother in laws birthday. I got so angry to day and I think I sound so silly and redundant when I tell people what is wrong. Why is this so hard? I get tired of the emotions al over the place. It gets harer and harder each month I am not pregnant and here is the due date of my baby and still nothing. Does anyone else ever feel they are up and down all the time and desperate or happy at the same time. I can't even label my emotions anymore. I will take any advice I can get. Here I get that peopkle don/t know what to say or some just don't understand and then I feel silly for bringing it up because they don't and we are both uncomfortable.
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