It's been a bit over a year now since my son Lion was born. Everybody grieves dirrerently I surely know. I really want to have another baby, but i'm still not over the feeling that i don't deserve to have kids and that I must be a terrible person, eventhough i Know it's not true. This ego devastation is getting the better of me. That's really hard to admit. I'm scared that if I don't get over it I may not ever be able to have kids. Any advice on how I may be able to help myself regain my confidence? I'm really shy of pharmies considering one doctor tried to prescribe me meds witth out getting to know the nature of my problem.....yes, i am a bit of a hippie!
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