Well I am doing better I haven't cried all weekend I am wondering if I am getting better or if it was just because my almost 2yo was sick and needed me the past few days poor little thing couldn't stop throwing up. I had been meaning to wash all the blankets for weeks ( the ones that we keep behind the couch and the few in the kids room that you cant see any dirt on them but they smell funny) and I am having to wash all of them again today as well as cleaning the carpet lol. He is atlest feeling better today and while I am glad he is feeling better I am going to miss the cuddles I got all weekend.
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