I have been on DS since I lost Ella - and up to this point I thought I was doing ok.. but this last week has been unbearably hard for me. I feel depressed - and lonely- I am blessed with a wonderful husband and two amazing children.. yet I feel the most alone I have ever felt in my life. I see a therapist and I told her monday night that I feel lost and in despair.. she feels its normal at this stage.. but for me I feel its like getting worse than I was before. I am not in crisis -and have no suicidal thougths.. I just cant shake the isolation I feel -even through positive self talk. SO my big question to my friends here on DS.. have there been moments/days/weeks in your grief where you have felt what I am feeling? because I just feel like its me only. thanks
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