My confidence has plummeted since I lost my son. I just feel akward and self-conscious in public and even at work. Sometimes I even feel like I am going back to square one. I remember, a few days after I left the hospital without my son, I drove to my local drug store to get bubble bath or something. Well, it was a disaster. I felt completely out of it and overwhelmingly uneasy. I had to leave. Now those weird episodes are coming back. I don't know why. I just wish that I could go back to the days when I held my head up high and was at EASE. I just can't RELAX. Has anyone experienced this after a stillbirth?
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