How do you stop yourself from thinking about this. Our first baby was due on Christmas day- we lost it on Mother's day. I was doing ok for awhile, but now all I do is think about this baby. Just thinking in a couple of weeks we should have been parents...what would the baby have looked like?...why did this happen? I don't understand...and it seems like lately there have been so many articles and newsclips of people abusing or killing their babies- it just makes me sick. Why can't all of us that want a baby so bad have one, yet God gives these other people babies and they don't appreciate them. I just don't get it. All of my friends and family are either pregnant or have kids and it just seems like the holidays make it worse. Everything is kid centered and it just hurts. Don't get me wrong I love kids and it should be kid centered it just hurts. How does everyone deal with this?????
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