I though I was feeling better, I though things were getting back to normal. But this week i feel back to square one. I had a scan to check my body was back to normal last tues and I was told everything looked fine. I'm still waiting to have my first mensturation (Last one was Jan). I feel despair and so alone. because although physically I'm fine , mentally I feel totally unhinged and to be honest I don't want to go on! I had to have two d&C's when I lost my baby. I would of been nearly six months pregnant now. I'm walking around and should of had a bump to show off. I'm a district nursing sister and deal with terminally ill patients dying at home and feel so guilty when I see what these poor people are going through and I'm not even stong enough to get through this. I can't express how low I feel and how i just don't want to carry on. Please give me hope. I'm scared
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