This is really the first time speaking to the public about this. For starters I have 2 wonderful children. After trying for another for a little bit we finally made a baby. We waited for insurance to approve us and they did after like 8 weeks of stressing on it. Made the first appointment for August 7th and was totally excited to go. Get there and my OB said it was time to listen to the heartbeat. Well there was not one to be found. Did the ultrasound and he said to me "where there's two babies" We looked and looked and no heartbeats or movement. He sent me to a specialist to confirm his finding and they confirmed it. Next morning I went in and had an D&C. All of this happened within 18 hours. To fast to actually realize what had just happened. All I can do is just cry my heart out and that one question keeps popping in my head.......WHY?
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