So the "old me" had this amazing group of friends that I stopped seeing after the m/c in Oct. Just recently we have started socializing again, and as we do, I am finding out, several of them are expecting. My one friend I knew about, but my other really good friend, a BFF, didn't tell me (my husband did), and she is in her 2tm. My heart is elated and breaking at the same time. I want so much to be happy for her, but I just can't right now. How do you rise above yourself and what you are going through to genuinely be happy for another person that you love? I know she didn't tell me out of love for how hard this has been, but I am devistated that this is who I have become. I can't even see my friends who have recently had babies either. How are you able to be happy for your dear friends who have what you so desperately want?
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