I MC in December. While I am doing fine and moving forward some things still really bother me. My godson just turned 1 and it took me about a month before I could even hold an dplay with him. It just hurt too much. Well, thi week is his birthday party and his aunt is 20+ weeks pregnant. I know she also went through a MC but I just don't want to be around her. It hurts just thinking about it. I know that life goes on but I guess in a sense it is a day long reminder of what I lost. I just don't know if I am ready for that. In addition, another girl who will probably be there is pregnant and she doesn't even raise the one she already has but that is a whole other issue. The main point is I don't want to be around pregnant women since right now I can't.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...