I MC in December. While I am doing fine and moving forward some things still really bother me. My godson just turned 1 and it took me about a month before I could even hold an dplay with him. It just hurt too much. Well, thi week is his birthday party and his aunt is 20+ weeks pregnant. I know she also went through a MC but I just don't want to be around her. It hurts just thinking about it. I know that life goes on but I guess in a sense it is a day long reminder of what I lost. I just don't know if I am ready for that. In addition, another girl who will probably be there is pregnant and she doesn't even raise the one she already has but that is a whole other issue. The main point is I don't want to be around pregnant women since right now I can't.
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