As much as I would like to avoid it a little bit longer, I am going back to work tomorrow. I am really having mixed feelings about it. I am somewhat glad to get back to 'normal,' but don't think I will really be able to handle much, or concentrate. A big part of me is not ready to get on with the business of life. I am thankful that my job is flexible and that I won't have to work a full day, so I will be able to ease back in. I just have a lot of apprehension about going back. It's been two weeks and I know that there is a lot to do, but I do not want to have to pretend that all is well and fine. I think it will be alright. Most likely I will hole up in my office and catch up on e-mail. Just gotta take a deep breath.
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