I baby sat my bff's 3month old baby girl. It was very therapeutic for me and my husband. I felt like Dot was in the room and spiritual revealed herself to me. I know that sounds crazy, but that's how I felt. Also, I was able to bring out Dot's swing for the baby to use with a feeling of peace. I was totally at peace babysitting. I think it has really helped in my healing process. But when my BFF came to pick her up, and the baby had gone home, I really started feeling like I wished my husband and I were TTC, instead of me being on BC and waiting. It also made me realize what my husband and I are missing out on on a daily basis since Dot's been gone. However, I'm not sad. I am at peace. I am wondering has anyone else felt this way while holding, caring for, or babysitting an infant after the loss of their own? Keep in mind my loss is fairly fresh, I delivered Dot on 9/24/07 after a missed miscarriage. How did you feel when the baby was no longer in your presence
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