This weekend was the worst weekend of my life!! my due date was saturday and the one month ann of my loosing her was the next day!! I was over 36 weeks when the doctors said that It was "medically nessary" for them to take her!! I was reading some of your ladies stories and i dont know what i feel! I feel like my obgyn robbed me! He called her a miscarriage but she was fully formed except she only had one lung and it wasnt working properly. I wanted to see her hold her give her a proper burial! But I wasnt allowed!! My world is spinning out of control! and I feel so angry and sad and Im afraid of what I want to do or what I might do! Im pushing everyonw who has supported me away and im afraid that i cant pull myself out of this!!
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