I just found out today I'm going to miscarry again. I was supposed to be 7 weeks 3 days and I measured 6 weeks 2 days. The heartbeat was weak. I go back on monday to confirm that it is gone and schedule a D&C for next week. First feeling, total shock and devastation. How could this happen again? I'm only 27 and have been healthy for all my life. Second thought, why is this happening to me. The doctor sent me for blood work immediately. He's checking for a blood clotting disorder. Next step, chromosomal testing of the fetus after the D&C. If there is another chromosomal defect, my husband and I will have to go in for chromosomal testing, ourselves. I'm in just total disbelief. I never would have suspected that this would happen to me. Who knows when we will be able to try again or if we can even have children of our own. I'm just totally devastated.
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