It has now been 3 days since they have told me that my baby has no heartbeat.I dreamed last night of this nightmare and after a good cry this morning i sit and think about what went wrong.I go to the doctor tomarrow to discuss having the miscarriage natural or having a dnc. What haunts me the most is what will happen to this baby, how could they just throw it out like trash when he/she had a heartbeat. I am scared about the whole process and i know noone who has gone through this. What happens during the dnc and is doing it natual better then the dnc. Any advice would be great.
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