After 6 clomid cycles, 5 invitros, 4 miscarriages and the recent loss of my twin boys my husband and I are pursuing adoption. We lost our boys at 19 and 21 weeks. I've been out of the hospital for 3 weeks now and immediately began researching adoption. I grieve for my boys daily, crying often . I long to have a biological child but I just can't deal with the heartache anymore! My husband thinks it is too soon for me to dive into adoption, but I know I won't be happy until I have a child, biological or not. When I decide to do something I throw myself whole heartedly into it.I thought maybe he was the one who isn't ready but he heals faster than I do so I know that isn't the case. Is it wrong that I pursue adoption so soon after the loss of our boys?
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