Many years ago I had one child, she is now 24 and I love her with all my heart and soul. About 3 years later I had a miscarriage. (Keep in mind I was about 22 y/o). Very shortly after the miscarriage I had a abortion. I had my reasons, but mostly was due to fear. I then had a stillborn about a year later. I have not had any children since and am now fixed. My reason for posting this is to do a baby step in my recovery to confess something that I know is very controversial and has many valuable opinions. Please be nice and don't judge me. But I would like to read your responses to my confession. I do understand some might be very upset and I am truly sorry that I have upset you but believe me it was not all intentional. In order for me to move forward I need to put some things on the table. (baby steps)
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