Well I made it thru my follow up appt, physically I am cleared. I also got the results of the genetic studies..."a normal girl" is what it showed. So the conclusion is that there is something going on with me that I cannot carry my last two pg. I have alot of decisions to make, to I even want to TTC again? Should I have the gamut of testing they say I will need either way for peace of mind? It was hard to hear that my baby was normal and we lost her anyway...I knew it was a girl deep down, we named her Danielle.
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