Hi. I am new here. This week, my husband and I found out the baby we had tried to conceive for 1 yr had died. On May 22, her (mother's intuition) heartbeat was strong at 164 bpm. This past Monday, I started spotting and Tuesday there was no heartbeat (11 wks). A D&C was scheduled for Friday, but I was able to deliver my baby alone at home on Thursday. This gave me such a feeling of peace as I was able to see her and hold her, and the Dr did not TAKE her from me. My heart is shattered and all I do is cry, but in some strange way, this actually made me feel better. Is this crazy or what????
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